20 Jun 08
Thank you so much for the sweet comments….
I truely appreciate your thoughts!
xoxoox
When did my blog turn into a DOWNER blog!??!?! hahahahha I either post NOTHING or sad stuff! yeesh! 
I hope ya’ll go to the team blog where it’s nice and sunny and happy! hahahahhaha
www.laurenreidesigns.com/teamblog
I’m trying to keep up w/ the team blog and our other family blog, so this one doesn’t stand a chance i suppose!
I guess i could try to do a better job here since apparently a couple people actually do stop by!
*mwah* to you
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17 Jun 08
2 years ago I woke up to and endless chain of messages on my voicemail…. I can still hear them ringing in my head like it was yesterday…. I can still feel my heart beginning to race faster and faster as I realized what the messages were going to ultimately mean.
You were gone.
No more, “Hi, Laur” heard on the phone…. no more listening to you sing weird oldies songs… no more stories about when I was little… no more complaints about your knees… no more holding onto resentment……………..
I’m not going to spend the day crying….. I need to find a way to turn this day into something uplifting rather than upsetting. I always admire Kellie so much for their “Miles Day” when they celebrate little Miles’s short life….. I need to find a way to do the same.
I think I need to plant flowers….. My mom had the best green thumb, which I unfortunately did NOT inherit.
Love you Mom, no matter what the past was filled with…..
oxoxo
Laur
